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According to www.dictionary.com:

frus·tra·tion
n.

1. 1. The act of frustrating or an instance of being frustrated.
   2. The state of being frustrated.
2. Something that serves to frustrate

I'm in deep frustration ...

1. Frustrated over the unending work and interruption from users.
2. Frustrated over heavy and pilling work load which seems to replenish everyday.
3. Frustrated over tiny red tape required to fulfill an employee's responsibilities - reports, updates, meetings ...

& anger now.

1. Angry over the lost of concentration and job satisfaction in delivering an assignment in expected time frame.
2. Angry over rapid changes and unending modification.
3. Angry over inconsiderate colleagues who demands and abuse services which I'm providing.

Very helpless that ...

1. I still can't fulfill my dreams and starting doing something for my own.
2. I don't have the gut to jump into the world of business owner and enterpreneur.
3. I don't see any clear hope and guarantee over a good career that promise a good future.

and impatient that times tick so slowly that it's 3 long hours till off-office hour.